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Relapse
I’m sick of screwing up.
Being an addict is tough.
Everyday is a struggle.
I’m so used to the hustle.

Meth, crack, and coke.
All the uppers, yes I know.
Why can’t I just stop?
My mind tells me I need it so.

Relapse after relapse.
I try so hard.
I do so good.
Then I just fall apart.

I hate being an addict.
I hate this life.
I just want to be better.
I just want to stay sober.
© Tsmallz