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pain
I'm smiling, deeply frowning
I'm laughing, deeply crying
I'm okay, reassuring myself
I will be okay, time moves not ,
into this future of okay
I can do this, can I really?
I am stronger, really I'm I?
I deceive myself
I rest on you, your power to overwhelm
overflow in me till I heal
of the wounds I'm feeling
of this emptiness,
yet I'm supposed to be whole
of this longing,
which I see will never be fulfilled
since I put my trust
in the wrong.
forgive me,
let mi make it right
and put my trust in You.
Your divine consolation
Your divine love
Your unending trust n help
Thank you. I solemnly surrender.