💥Caution- some may find language offensive but it is reality.

Ever felt so fucking tired of just being?
Shadowed by black clouds I keep seeing.
Days ago I thought I was on my way back,
But my mind entertains thoughts so black.

It's like as though I've lived but now done,
I see it in the sky, but my life has no sun.
I don't feel love, happiness or other emotion,
Everything just going through the motion.

Yes I laughed in last few weeks, for a bit,
But then the mind takes another low hit.
I am so stubborn, want me to win this fight,
Yet inner energy created fails to light.

I don't have dreams or...