My mother met a man, he was Isaac.
Isaac is big man, helpful to his parents, kind, 34yr old, has one son and single dad
My mom liked him for me.
I was just disgusted and angry with my mom
Because even in my private life, he made the decision.

Yhen isaac comes here, I want you to face him and talk to him properly.
Why me ma? I don't want to talk to him
I have no obligation to face him or talk to him.

I left quietly.
I speak in my mind, no one knows what I really feel.
Mom, I did everything you wanted me to do, I followed what you said,
I hope this time my decision will be followed. This is my life
I can't love yet
I'm tired, I'm tired of love
I want to be quiet first
I want to be alone
I don't want a relationship first.

My sister -in -law talked to me
Your mom wants isaac for you.
She voted for him, at least he's kind and he's determined for you. it's hard to find a man like that.
don't you hate him?

I don’t like him I don’t like him.

If I'm you, you're just someone else's boyfriend because that won't stop you until he knows you don't have a boyfriend

I fell silent as my mind spoke.
You don't know what's happening to me, if you only know how I really feel, you can understand me.
Yes I smile laughing but you don't know behind the happy smile and I laugh the opposite is happening.

I'm tired, I'm tired, I want to give up but I know I can't,
I will face all the trials but I will not have a relationship first
I will wait for the right time.
for now I will fight the course of time. I can handle it, I know I can
© ednalyn