this is the life story of myself
and the reasons behind my mental health

from when I was a little baby
to now as a full-grown lady

surrounded by addiction and suicides,
abusers, users and manipulative liars

not to mention the pedophiles,
and all the junkies round the house all the while

from the devil posing as my mother
to some years later finding the same in a lover

some things are blocked out from my mind
I know it’s because they’re more than unkind

some memories still need to be revived
but not that time with the...