Diary day two
I was exhausted, it was 11 am and yet those faces I saw walking past me drained me, I thought to myself "What if everyone just disappears?" I giggled at my crazy thought. I started feeling dizzy this wasn't the first time I felt this way, it had been going on for a while but I ignored it, typical me lol.. I strolled towards a library in school, I got a soft drink on my way hoping it would rejuvenate me.
I chose this particular library in school because no one made a noise and that was satisfying, I saw some people who knew me and I waved at them, I sat on my own but was too exhausted so after about an hour I walked out of the library. I called someone who I felt might care that I wasn't okay, I called her, I hadn't told anyone how was I feeling, subconsciously I decided to try to trust that she'd care. The phone rung she picked and I told her I felt weak. "I'm on my way there" she had said to me in a soft tone.
I waited and few minutes later I saw her, she gave me a hug and I explained everything to her, she comforted me and told me to take a break, her words went like this "we need you, so take a rest, I'll support however i can, I love you Freya". I felt touched and almost cried, that must have been the most comforting statement I heard today.