Kick me, kill me
And ensure that I die
Break me, crush me
I don't wanna be alive

Don't save me
Don't help me
Allow me to drown

Don't touch me
Don't pull me
Let me lay on the ground

Let me burn
Let me cry
Allow me to fade away

Don't love me
Don't tell me
That I will be ok

I've shaken hands with the devil
I'm being dragged to hell
I'm just a dying ember
An empty shell

I have no heart
I have no brain
I'm just bones but I'm still in pain

I feel nothing
I'm breathing toxic air
I am nothing
Dysphoria and despair

I claw at my skin
I hate it, I hate it
I tear apart my flesh
It's dirty, it's dirty

I break my mirror
I hate her, I hate her
I cut my body
I hate them, I hate them

They keep talking and talking
Shut up, shut up
I'm scared to see them, for them to see me
Go away, go away

They mock my stutter
I. Can't. Breathe
They mock my face
I. Can't. Breathe.

They scream at me insults.
I. Can't. Breathe.
How can I face them?
I. Can't. Breathe.

I am a monster.
I feel no remorse.
I hurt them, I break them
It's pleasure, I suppose

I'm not interested, not anymore
I'm not sleeping, not anymore
I'm not feeling, not anymore
I'm not strong, not anymore

I'm having too much
But I had so little
I'm too fat
I'm too thin
I don't want it, I'll throw it up anyway
Don't force me, I can't...