You leave me with a bitter taste
And a lot of animosity
There's a lot of anger there
For all the lies that you told me
Did you think I wouldn't find out?
Or that I wouldn't be mad?
You led me to believe my whole life
That Brian was my real Dad
For you to tell the truth
I think it's physically impossible
Which leaves our relationship
Just irreconcilable
Growing up I use to think
Something was wrong with me
I didn't understand why
MY daddy didn't want me
You a crazy bitch
No wonder why he didn't want to stay
You being a fucking psycho
Is probably what drove him away
I saw the other little girls
Who had their daddy's there
I didn't know why Brian didn't love me
Or how he couldn't care
Well, I wasn't his daughter
So he had no obligations
Why take care of something that wasn't his?
Making his life more complicated
It was probably enough
Having to deal with you
He left well enough alone
When you pulled your psycho moves
If you didn't have a daddy's name
To go on my birth certificate
A little thing like that
Would have been so insignificant
At least then I would have known
And not had to put up with lies
I would have grown up
Knowing the exact reason why
I would have been fine
With not having a Dad
It would have been him missing out
On the type of daughter he could have had
I'm a good person AND
I would have been a great daughter
I would have always been there for him
Through hell and high water

By: De Ona Charamut

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