Another prayer poem.

Lord send me a friend,
a white feather on the pavement in the city center.
send me a letter bird and a reason to believe in the good of people,
I do not want to pluck out my own eyes because I'm scared to see monsters.
Lord send me the fullness of your arms as the songs I listen to on Spotify,
Let them wrap me in comfort.
I'm tired of this heaviness in my chest and I do not know where to drop my pain.
Lord send me a picture of me smiling in the future so I know I'd have a sunset garden and a patio furniture I hand painted because life got better,
Lord send me the sound of laughter bursting from my ribs in 5 years time because I'm surrounded by...