This is getting dire

I used to think

I gotta face my fears

Now I look back with just tears

I shouldn't give a f*ck about it

You don't even know that I know

Your smile was just for show

I heard the things you said

I wish I was more prepared

But I just can't forget

You treated it like some sort of bet

pain runs deep , scars never fade

It feels like you're the sun and I'm just the shade.
© M