I knew I loved you I just didn't know
How MUCH...
It took your unexpected departure
For my soul to be shattered into thousand pieces...
The piercing of my soul implodes into
Excruciating burning painful sorrow
I never thought I'd be expected to say goodbye so early; so abruptly
I feel betrayed as you made promises
Now I am robbed of all the possibilities
With every heaving of my chest a trail of tear drops follow...
I choke with every breath I take as I don't know how to feel towards you...
My chest tightens with anger feeling you gave up so easily
I wish I could pummel your chest with blows because I feel you did not fight enough....
It is like you willingly embraced that light without a struggle and resistance in sight...
You are my brother and you are my heart
In our olden age we became friends
That is why it is difficult to let go because in the past months I not only knew you but I REALLY SAW YOU...
You talked to me more like a friend than a sister...
Even through your suffering your laughter still lingers within my heart...
You silently endured your pain
You never wanted me to see you in pain
I prayed that God should give you life
I begged that He keeps you with us for a little while longer but I guess He had other plans
I loved you too much and will always love you forever...
Although my tears are beating to their own drums; I can't stay angry at you as my heart only harbours love for you...
I understand that you had to leave
I know your love will be cherished forever
As you venture into your journey I pray
You will be welcomed with long awaiting arms: Mom,Dad, brother, sisters, nephews and more...
You are my brother you showed me love
You are my brother you gave me wisdom
Now I think of you with tears clouding my eyes...
I hope in time I will remember you with the echo of your laughter which is now edged in my heart.
Go in peace Joel Pule Mosebi
Robala ka kgotso ngwana wa Carla le Jonas
You were loved, respected and honoured
We all got the gift for each one of us to be left with the goodness that was you and is still you Joel Pule Mosebi to remain with us long after you're gone.
I love you I'll miss you dearly
© Baipedi Christina Tebogo Mosebi