When it's all said and done I'm still
Broken,Breaking,Shattered,Torn,and
holding splintered peices of a seizing heart


Tearing up at little things
Feeling as if my spleens just bent


Forcing me to always look up at the sky
Screaming,Screetching,Yelling,Pleading,Lies
on whether or not I value time


I'm onesided,doublesided,triple,no,more
Having anxieties,suspicions,brokenrules,corruptedtraditions,scaryvisions
Of what the future holds




I don't want it, I don't want it


Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantItDon'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt



There I go again, covering my ears
Crying like a child
Irrational fears


There I go again, ripping at my hair
Scratching at my eyes until they bleed
Being a pathetic type of breed


THERE I GO AGAIN,
SHOUTING
SHOUTING

Throat tearing into itself
Still looking at the sky with my eyelids shredded,

Bloodshot,bloodstained,chippednails,scathedskin

Toungetied,asItry,toReasonwhy,myteethache



Clentched,
Bright as it may be, I shun it
Sought after it may be, I shun it

No,no,no,no,no
Don't want it,
Don't want this

Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantItDon'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantItDon'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantItDon'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantItDon'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt



Stop!













© Marah Schneider