There I Go
When it's all said and done I'm still
Broken,Breaking,Shattered,Torn,and
holding splintered peices of a seizing heart
Tearing up at little things
Feeling as if my spleens just bent
Forcing me to always look up at the sky
Screaming,Screetching,Yelling,Pleading,Lies
on whether or not I value time
I'm onesided,doublesided,triple,no,more
Having anxieties,suspicions,brokenrules,corruptedtraditions,scaryvisions
Of what the future holds
I don't want it, I don't want it
Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantItDon'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt
There I go again, covering my ears
Crying like a child
Irrational fears
There I go again, ripping at my hair
Scratching at my eyes until they bleed
Being a pathetic type of breed
THERE I GO AGAIN,
SHOUTING
SHOUTING
Throat tearing into itself
Still looking at the sky with my eyelids shredded,
Bloodshot,bloodstained,chippednails,scathedskin
Toungetied,asItry,toReasonwhy,myteethache
Clentched,
Bright as it may be, I shun it
Sought after it may be, I shun it
No,no,no,no,no
Don't want it,
Don't want this
Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantItDon'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantItDon'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantItDon'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantItDon'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt
Stop!
© Marah Schneider
Broken,Breaking,Shattered,Torn,and
holding splintered peices of a seizing heart
Tearing up at little things
Feeling as if my spleens just bent
Forcing me to always look up at the sky
Screaming,Screetching,Yelling,Pleading,Lies
on whether or not I value time
I'm onesided,doublesided,triple,no,more
Having anxieties,suspicions,brokenrules,corruptedtraditions,scaryvisions
Of what the future holds
I don't want it, I don't want it
Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantItDon'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt
There I go again, covering my ears
Crying like a child
Irrational fears
There I go again, ripping at my hair
Scratching at my eyes until they bleed
Being a pathetic type of breed
THERE I GO AGAIN,
SHOUTING
SHOUTING
Throat tearing into itself
Still looking at the sky with my eyelids shredded,
Bloodshot,bloodstained,chippednails,scathedskin
Toungetied,asItry,toReasonwhy,myteethache
Clentched,
Bright as it may be, I shun it
Sought after it may be, I shun it
No,no,no,no,no
Don't want it,
Don't want this
Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantItDon'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantItDon'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantItDon'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantItDon'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt,Don'tWantIt
Stop!
© Marah Schneider