i don't know you anymore
honestly, did I ever know you?
you wear a silver palette dress
and It's like you're seeing right through me
dance in my green lakeweed dress
water on my skin - you call me a nymph
but aren't you a goddess?
your eyes are white white white
a gate to hell and you can feel it
our friendship is slipping away
.
.


used to drain you like the world was draining me
and in return you'd drink the Aither in my blood
both left exhausted and left to sleep
we'd need each other but it hurts everyday
just this memory of you and me
pushing and pulling on each others skin
like just existing was a sin
loving the taste and hating it just the same
I miss you and i hate you
Don't wanna lose you


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.





and I was bitter bitter bitter
you've been the sweetest around
people loved to know us but they never did
people loved to pretend they weren't afraid
and we danced around the fires
like we weren't afraid of getting burned
and it felt so damn good
a gate to hell and you can feel it
our friendship is slipping away
.
.
.





used to drain you like the world was draining me
and in return you'd drink the Aither in my blood
both left exhausted and left to sleep
we'd need each other but it hurts everyday
just this memory of you and me
pushing and pulling on each others skin
like just existing was a sin
loving the taste and hating it just the same
I miss you and i hate you
Don't wanna lose you


.
© nijiro