I find myself talking to the ghost of your essence,
I ponder in the loneliness awaiting your presence.
Looking threw the memories that intertwined our souls.
The beginning and endings,
My tears began to flow.
Pregnant with your baby that moment I broke,
excruciating internal pain, lord knows I can never fully explain.
What would it have been like if I had stayed?
Thou still a question that will always remain.
I always will remember this pain,
I never been this vulnerable in my entire life,
But I also had no one to give me any advice.
I walked these nights completely alone,
The darkest place inside began to grow,
A emptiness inside my chest,
A hollow soul put to rest.
I vowed that I would become better,
But without you I felt completely sevired.
Every moment I lied awake,
Was every moment I mentally sank.
Whenever you came around,
I was met with my deepest desires,
Wanting to dive right into your embrace,
But was met with a solem stone cold face.
Flashing...