My favorite person
was from my elementary
school experience in January 2006,
because it was the mark
of how I become an older sister
to my baby brother,
in his childhood days.
I usually was the person,
who used to look after him
when my mother usually was busy,
from the start of a sibling
relationship with my baby brother.
ever since I was born,
I usually was my daddy's little girl
in my childhood days,
that all changed.
It was around the same time,
when my baby brother was born
was when I began to love my mom more,
in my younger brother's childhood days.
at the beginning of my sibling relationship
with my baby brother,
we used to fight over how much our mother
love and pay more attention to us,
the truth is.
for half my life
my mom usually loves and pay
a lot of attention to me,
before my baby brother was born,
I used to be an only child
for half of my life.
is hard for me to share,
my mom with my baby brother
my jealousy started to melt,
he was the imitation of how
I was back when I was a child.
I used to be heartless growing up
until my heartless start to melt,
when I saw how adorable and
positive he was,
I can't resist to spend more time to play with him.
In his childhood days,
he usually was my favorite person
whatever I was having a bad day in high school.
Saw him and heard his childhood voice
usually make me feel better,
my baby brother usually was in my mind
think of giving a little delicious cupcake
to my favorite person,
when my bus driver gave me a dessert
before I got off the bus.
His first name starts with an R,
his last name starts with S
as I start my teenage puberty,
didn't know why I was feeling
annoyed or bothered when
my baby brother just wants
his big sister to play with him.
Don't know why I was uncomfortable,
when he usually won't give me space
or let me be alone, when he was a child
he didn't know why
I was acting like that in front of him.
Exactly just like Roi Fabito from Wassabi Production, everything annoyed me at that time.
All I want is to have my space to be alone
that was when sibling relationship with my baby brother diverse,
is a similar experience to Alex Burriss and Roi
Fabito
21 years later,
when I started my college years
was when he started to become
a teenager in high school,
someday he might understand
the reason why I usually treated
him back in his childhood days.
And now he is busy with so
much things to do,
is similar to how I was
back when I was in high school,
no matter if he is a child or a teenager
no matter how he behaved as an adult
in a typically way as everybody else was.
In my eyes, he always will be my favorite person
and my role model to look up to
Robert my teenage brother
you always be my favorite person
no matter what I will always love you.

-Your Older Sister
© LauraGemini