I have no idea of what i have to scribble,
I don't even no what am thinking,
My mind is puzzled,
And nothing is worth for me to handle,
I will rather remain silent,
I will rather not decide,
I will not make any decision,
For i have no idea what is wrong with my life,
Everything seems like a dump of garbage,
Raging dump of garbage on me,
I have no idea how to make income,
For i am suffering under my mother,
I have alot of opportunities,
But it's too expensive,
How can i afford it,
Oh! Poor me,
I have something,
My gift, my thoughts,
My creative thoughts,
My imaginations,
What am i even writing?
Is it even interesting or lame,
Am i lazy? Or my time never comes?
Am fed up,
But i wont give up,
I must pay my debt,
The debt of pain and hustle,
My mother must live in comfort,
She must give me the greatest smile,
Smile of comfortable living standard,
A blissful moment of relief,
Sorry, mom, it's not easy out here,
But am use to it,
Sometimes i am very stubborn,
Sometimes very annoying,
But it's not my fault, i sees the world differently,
Don't worry mom,
I will make you smile,
But am sorry mom am lost for now,
Am lost!
Am lost in the moment.


© ibiyeye sheriffdeen