I want to delete my account and never write again
to escape the pressure
to relieve the pain
the blank screen stares back at me
mocking my flaws
inhibiting my voice
holding me in pause

lost in the silent hum
at the border of two worlds
don't forget to piss on me
our love breaks every rule

words used to flow like a river wild and free
but now they're trapped
suffocating me
the fear of judgment
the fear of failure
is hindering my expression
limiting my nature

and I try so hard to focus on the days
yet I'm drenched in dreams of you
get rough with me
I am here now and just for you

I want to disappear
to fade away
to leave behind this creative decay
to silence the critics
to silence my doubt
and restart anew
with a silent shout

in the storm, that's to come
my soul is vibrating
my heart starts to race
I'm captivated by the madness in your eyes

deep down inside
I can't deny
there's a burning passion
that refuses to die
to write is to live
to express and be heard
to paint with words
to fly like a bird

temperature is rising
I'm dripping with desire
my body will bend like a bow
I'm so ready for you

I'll face the screen
I'll face my fears
and let the words flow
unhindered by tears
I won't delete my account
nor will I hide
I am a writer
and I won't be denied

my soul is vibrating
soaking wet
our souls collide, just please...
... don't forget to piss on me babe