I've met a man, this great man
Not just any man
When times of my lowly state,
I told, "I can't continue to go on.
Therefore, I must end it."
Then, he didn't grant my wish
I came back to him, met him every single day
I asked the same thing in the darkness
He closed his ears but he'd love
to look at me
Though with sad eyes, 'cause I had grieved
his heart

He's always been a good listener
Though he didn't pretty much agree
He's got a big full heart and a helping hand
To get me understand things much bigger
When I beat myself up, he said, "Who said nobody wants you around? I still does."
He's kept me around real close since then
He spoke, "I'll see you around, okay.
Don't go, not yet."

When I was really sick from the inside,
He held my hand, "Hold on, love.
You're much stronger than you think.
I need you to fight it. I'm not going anywhere. I'll always stick by your side."
Little did I know, He furiously chased down
my demons
All of them got banished to the abyss
Noticing that they never act more frightened every single time I've started
getting too close with Him
Don't need to be scared, He's aware
when my soul gets so troubled
He rebuked them,"Not today!"
I've never been more blissful

Still, he always asks me around
like he always does,
'Will you hold this right hand of mine?'
Stretching out his big arms
Even after everything we've been through,
I still didn't wanna take it as my reaction
Many times I've rejected his very presence,
sweet loving and gentle where I'm safe
in his broad embrace
Never in his mind of being tired with me
He's not stopped pursuing me
Every time, just getting more determined

"Hey, I need you to know that I love you.
Will always does even if you don't. Won't change my mind. How I'd be much happier when you do," and many times for more
He's come to profess His undying love
The thought of him loving and having me
is harder to believe, in which I can't accept
Smiling thinly, he understands
Deep down, he's convinced one day
I'll come back just in time
I'll be His again, and here I am

Then, funny story,
He's become the Author of my story
And He's been using me from now on
as His very own pen
This is an ongoing story I tell
The very one thing that He's started to use


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