He never cared
Yes,I appreciated your random calls and texts,
But time and attention is all i needed,
Seeing you every now and then is all i wanted,
But you were too busy.
I was counting days of the week eagerly waiting for Friday wishing that I'd spend the whole weekend with you,
But you'd disappear on Friday night and show up on Monday morning.
Spending the days without talking to you killed me day by day,
I really wanted to know how you were doing but i couldn't,
you'd never pick my calls or even reply to my text messages.
You got me stressed and worried thinking of where you could have been.
At some point I felt like i was never enough or like I did not matter to you,
So many questions crossed my mind but only you could have answered then but you were gone,
I lost concentration in everything that I did because you were always on my mind.
I because sick and tired of forgiving you because i felt like you were hurting me intentionally,
I got no time from you,no attention,you never appreciated me,I was not of value and worth to you.
It's either that I was not the right person for you or you were not the right person for me.
The efforts were just not mutual.
I respected my self enough to walk away from any situation that made me feel unappreciated.
I was never happy with you,so even after you left I felt nothing, after all,I was always alone and I had gotten used to that.
It was the small things that mattered to me.
© Twinkle
But time and attention is all i needed,
Seeing you every now and then is all i wanted,
But you were too busy.
I was counting days of the week eagerly waiting for Friday wishing that I'd spend the whole weekend with you,
But you'd disappear on Friday night and show up on Monday morning.
Spending the days without talking to you killed me day by day,
I really wanted to know how you were doing but i couldn't,
you'd never pick my calls or even reply to my text messages.
You got me stressed and worried thinking of where you could have been.
At some point I felt like i was never enough or like I did not matter to you,
So many questions crossed my mind but only you could have answered then but you were gone,
I lost concentration in everything that I did because you were always on my mind.
I because sick and tired of forgiving you because i felt like you were hurting me intentionally,
I got no time from you,no attention,you never appreciated me,I was not of value and worth to you.
It's either that I was not the right person for you or you were not the right person for me.
The efforts were just not mutual.
I respected my self enough to walk away from any situation that made me feel unappreciated.
I was never happy with you,so even after you left I felt nothing, after all,I was always alone and I had gotten used to that.
It was the small things that mattered to me.
© Twinkle