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Heavyweight
I can't really say how I feel
Because even I don't understand my emotions
Its like I'm trapped in a black hole
A cage that's just so hard to get out of
My emotions all in a turmoil
Ready to burst at any given moment
I'm anxious scared of what will happen
He's out there in the unsafe world
Communication lines are a blur
In here everything feels so heavy
Pushing me down and chocking me
I'm mad
Mad that I don't have a clue
What is he feeling, where is he
Is it my fault
What signs did I miss?
The question why feels like a heavy weight on my neck
There's a tornado of emotions spinning out of control inside me
What, how, where do I start

#cant really say
#Pressure of an elder sibling
#Responsibility
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