pain internally screams
the impending doom
each and every day
heart ripped to pieces
you’ll recover they say
no care for me
he wrote for her to see
broken and tattered
i want to survive
but truly want to die
why be here if I hold no value
just another in your books
wish I didn’t give you a second look
I’d be happy and not feeling dread
always been pushed too far
always to the edge of darkness