I used to sip on Salt water because Salt water on my lips reminded me of you.
I used to inflict pain on my skin because I wanted to be reminded I was still human.
I used to stare into the mirrors in the dark so I could convince myself you were standing behind me.

Today I run my hands in water and wonder if you remember me.
I run my fingers over my scars and realized it's left me a time map of where I am...