I hate myself for considering all the others,
So much so my heart twists and it shutters
These feelings of hurt, what has begun
My loneliness is clouding my judgement - something I regret and shun

Its for youMy true love,I await
Though these moments seem long,I feel somewhat blessed,
For even when alone I know you're not far away,
Where I await you,
My true love I can only pray

So I stay strong, I restrain the emotions
My heart holds out and my mind fights the notion
The only thing that keeps me going now
Is the knowledge that we'll meet, when, I cannot allow

But the wait is too great, so my heart it does wander
To try and fill the gap like it can't help but wonder
I try to explain that it'll never be true
But it's falling on deaf ears, though down I do rue

I decide to take action and cut these emotions deep
And only then will I be able to truly keep
This thought of you so we're never apart
From this inner turmoil, I need to depart

Though I don't truly love the others, it's all a cruel game
One I will no longer be playing but I will still maintain
A vigil of devotion and never will I waver
For when you appear, my true love our moment we'll savour
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