Those Special Moments

No anxiety or depression for you anymore
Because my son you have been set free
I know you're living in perfect peace
And it will be yours through out Eternity!

At times I just want to leave this Earth too
Because I know Heaven is a beautiful place
I have my husband and son that are there
And I can't wait to see their face!

But I do have a special family here
That count on me every day
And they would be sad to lose me
So truly sad if I went away

I know it was my sons time to go
For years I felt it in my mind
And I too knew what he was feeling for so long
Leaving was just a matter of time!

I don't know if I could have done things differently
I feel I did all I could do
Years of waiting for a heart that would break
The reason I already knew

Although some sadness will always be in my heart
And I'll always miss my boy
But I think back to the special moments we had
That brought me so much joy!