Unbearable it has become
Her heart aching 
With a smile she covers her pain
For it serves as her shield

I'm okay she always says
Because they wouldn't understand 
She locks the pain 
So deep that they became one

Pain her closest friend 
Always dinning with her
She hurts her self physically 
To ease the pain she cant see

She sees herself as a failure 
She doesnt see herself as amazing 
But yet what keeps her going?
She ponders!

Finally known she exclaims 
I'm still Alive! , 
I'm still Alive!
That's all that matters
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