i hate the way i smile,
i hate the way i laugh.
i sound like a witch,
or a dolphin,
or a pig thats dying.

i hate the way i look,
i look like a boy, even if i try to put on make-up,
like mascara
or a lipstic
but
you know the saying
'lipstic on a pig'
and thats how i feel when i put a red tint on my lips.
i whis to look like those...