I can say I hate you 100 times,
but still it will never be true.
Love like that never dies.
and I miss you every day through.

You were the closest friend,
I have ever had, and now I'm feeling lost.
I try so hard to stay angry and mad.
but in reality I'm just sad.

Sad I couldn't help you,
even though I tried so hard.
So sad I couldn't save you,
From the sore side of your heart.

Now you're full of anger,
and I know a lot is aimed at me.
But I couldn't stand and watch.
As that poor boys life was cut down like a tree.

I'm sorry that I failed.
I'm sorry you're now on the wrong path.
But I will always love you,
even if you bring out my wrath.

If you ever needed me again,
like if you ever needed help.
Know I'd be back by your side,
Without even a yelp.

It's been difficult to forgive,
the bad things that you've done,
and I'm still angry and hurt over everything,
but I'll still be that one.

The one to help you up,
when you are falling deeper down,
You just need to talk to me.
Not scream at me and shout.

I am a good person,
Don't act like you don't remember,
But I won't just sit and take it,
as you get in my face with anger.

I can say I hate you 100 times,
I can say I will never forgive.
But if you needed me by your side.
I'd drop everything to help you live.

I will always love you.