I look upon my shelf in the kitchen
A-B-C vitamins to keep me healthy
but I am struck with angst
It's something unsettling with wanting
life

It makes more sense
to kill myself with cigarettes and beer
find new porn categorys to fill a void
than to choose a vitamin for a longer life

everyday I pass-up taking vitamins
as the one day I may finally truly see
that life is what I long the most for

not death

I am hoping to take my vitamins

soon.

© staxxx