I do not hate you but I do not like you either.
I despise what you do to people whether it be for fun or not.
I often wonder how one can sleep at night by ruining another's accomplishments and life.edq
How can you look at yourself in the mirror every morning and be happy knowing your actions caused someone their life?
You robbed me not only of my freedom but of the success I have made because you demanded it.
I cannot change the things you do. I can only change me.
I do not wish bad on you but I also do not wish you the best.
For six months I have felt worthless and less than because of you.
My anxiety is through the roof, I wont leave my house in fear of encountering you and those who work with you.
You have taken who I am as a confident person in return for a paycheck.
I hope you were able to buy your dream house with it because it cost a lot from those you do harm to.
I may not be able to change your ugly soul but I can change how ugly my life is now.
You claim to know what suffering is but it is impossible to know what you have not lived.
This battle is no longer mine and I refuse to fight in it.
You have taken what you wanted now leave me to rebuild my life.

© Carpe Diem 2021