Love to spend time,
with new people
sometimes just
want to be left alone,
Love to travel with
my family sometimes
just want to stay at home.
Ambivert situation was all I was in
from my childhood days,
even though I didn't
communicate that much
but, born to behave like
other extroverts do.
Ambivert situation was all I was in
Love to have family time,
sometimes just want to
spend time by myself,
is not because I don't
like to do new things
with new people.
Sometimes just want,
to be left alone and
spend time by myself,
my unstable personality
crave for excitement and be adventurous
sometimes want to stay in the box and be
protect from the reality of societal harm.
Ambivert situation was all I was in,
I am the harmony and balance of life
I am the positive and negative of the world,
try to hurt me or try to bully me
try to put me down.
Try to treat me poorly,
try to treat me badly
only end up sending yourself
in a sinful devil jail for life,
if you have anxiety or depression
don't turn your unhealthy
religion turned against me.
Call other people for help,
ask other people for advice
than make me feel bad,
send me hate and complaints
about me, God will push you
the devilish hole.
Until you learn to understand,
what we people experience in life
that you won't know about us,
our traumatizing past life
makes us who we are today,
the painful past we experience.
Create devilish who we are now

-Laura So

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