For so long I wanted to die.
So why am I all of a sudden surprised.
I got what I wanted, didn't I.
You did this to yourself, you don't get to cry.
They say to wipe your tears and get rid of your fears.
They're the ones that you keep you locked up in here.
Is it too late for me to start to care.
Or is it my time, and I'm finally near.
The end is starting to look bright.
I spent my whole life losing this fight. I'm exhausted and broken.
Look what it's done to me.
All I ever wanted in this life is to feel free.
Free from all the trauma, and free from all the pain.
I pray to GOD that I never have to feel this way ever again.

© Cassandra A.D.J