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after so much
Did I make myself too available for you?
Or was I just meant to be left.
Did I showcase how much I loved you?
Or was my destiny designed to be this way.

They say "you love someone who doesn't love you back when you didn't love someone who loved you",
But nobody loves me, so how could this be?
What did I do so wrong?
To have you leave me, feeling I don't belong.

It wasn't that we had something or we would have ever had?
Knowing my chances are low and flat,
I played a game of thrones for you,
While you luxuriously played monopoly.
I took on every problem for you,
Just to have you kill me.

And maybe, you could have valued me enough to not let me go.
Seen people not do that but I wanted it to be you.
I want you but I want you to be like them,
Something that could never come true, is what I have always wanted from you.


© Blackshadows