You asked me for direction
For a way to be helpful and to be here for me
Being unsure if I even wanted to
Not knowing if you should motivate or just let me be

I honestly don't know
And I'm at a loss of understanding myself
I just yearn for endless sleep
Or a vacation that gets me far away from my broken self

My life is currently great
There is nothing that should make me feel this way
I'm striding towards my goals
And yet I feel like I'm losing my mind...