The tears ran down my cheeks
I allowed them to ,
that was the only way to get off this burden,
this time I couldn't control it
so I allowed it devour me
I tried to scream
buy all in vain
maybe after all,this is what I deserved.

I watched myself completely lose
lose all that I had ,
I questioned all my beliefs
but I partly do blame myself
why would I believe that
even after 10 years she would return
they called that faith but turns out
it was stupidity coated with lies
lies to oneself for comfort

I...