Remember it.
The pain in your throat
When you're outspoken.
The flames in your chest
When you're beaten.
Like sudden sickness
It overtakes you.
Shows you a world of the unholy.

The sudden urge to scream
To show dominance over the feared.
To become worse than what they are.
So that you can finally rest.
And find peace in madness.

Have you felt it?
The tightening of your fists.
They feel like burning steel
When someone hurts you.
Ready to show what the wrong should feel.
Be careful who it is at you swing.
Steel can burn anything.

The thirst of blood
When someone deprives you.
Belittles you, defines you.
Shows you nothing but agony.
With a nasty smirk that you'd tear happily.

The pain inside, raging through every cell.
When the wrong take away the only thing you hold dear.
The wretched have found a home in your soul.
Instead of heat and fire, you feel so very cold.

The emptiness inside.
When they've done everything to put you behind.
Suddenly the spark of rage ignites worse than the fire.
It kills and mauls the wrong you desired.
Leaving nothing for our beloved God to see.
The devil has overtaken me.
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