Pain.
It'll never go away.
Pain.
Your mother walks up to you.
Pain.
Your heat breaks because you know.
Pain.
She hugs you.
Pain.
You dont react.
Pain.
You go to school.
Pain.
People ask.
Pain.
You try and say but tears come to your eyes.
Pain.
People feel bad.
Pain.
They leave you alone.
Pain.
You cry a little more.
Pain.
You go home. Numb.
Pain.
Then you cry yourself to sleep.
Pain.
You get angry.
Pain.
You ask yourself why didn't she let me go.
Pain.
You get ready for the funeral.
Pain.
It's an open casket.
Pain.
He doesn't look like himself.
Pain.
You sob over and over.
Pain.
You shake uncontrollably.
Pain.
Your grandmother hugs you and says with tears in her eyes: " The last thing he said about you was...