Where do I begin? On who's thighs shall I weep?
Who is sacrificial enough to listen and wipe my tearful heart?
I guess no one right? I thought as much.
Down this cold path I walk through, the cold night bringing shivers up my spine. My heartbeat at an uncontrollable pace. It is happening again. It starts with the shivers, then flickers like a faulty switch.

The voices in my head are pointing out my flaws and err's. That unforgiving day, when we parted ways. No one knew how much I cried not even myself. I felt unrecognizable by my own self.
Was it that wavering day, when he left me to say. To say that we can't be no more. I knew I loved him, I made him my sunlight and I became his moon who now slowly whisper an ardent farewell.

As the tears rolls down, I keep seeking disquiet answers from her. Yes, from myself. I don't even know what the answers may be but I know those deleterious questions keeps on deriding me.
Why me? What did I ever do to deserve it? When will these pains go away? Will I...