late night thoughts
is it just me or
do you feel like nobody really likes you
like you try to be the person everybody wants but they end up not wanting you
like I tell myself that I am so tired of trying to change myself for people who don't even realize the change
I know that no matter what I'm going to continue to make the same changes
because eventually in my mind someone will eventually notice
someone will realize what I've been through
someone will see that I am changing myself for them
and in myind hey will tell me that I am enough
They will tell me that I don't need to change for them
I've spent 15 years in this life not being enough for someone and I want to stop changing myself
but we all know that I can't stop changing myself for others
because once I do no one will want me
no one will see me
no one will like me
I'm just so tired of my life being controlled by other people
but it will always be controlled by others bc that is how our world just works
do you feel like nobody really likes you
like you try to be the person everybody wants but they end up not wanting you
like I tell myself that I am so tired of trying to change myself for people who don't even realize the change
I know that no matter what I'm going to continue to make the same changes
because eventually in my mind someone will eventually notice
someone will realize what I've been through
someone will see that I am changing myself for them
and in myind hey will tell me that I am enough
They will tell me that I don't need to change for them
I've spent 15 years in this life not being enough for someone and I want to stop changing myself
but we all know that I can't stop changing myself for others
because once I do no one will want me
no one will see me
no one will like me
I'm just so tired of my life being controlled by other people
but it will always be controlled by others bc that is how our world just works