I secretly hate my life.
I secretly hate the flaws I hid from the public.
I secretly hate giving advices about how you can dwell with your problems, of how to control your depression, anxiety and stress. I secretly hate expressing the wrong side of me.
I secretly hate putting wood on your fireplace.
I secretly hate giving you my cigarette to light yours.
I secretly hate living this life you had envied to have.
I secretly hate encouraging you to not give up.
I secretly hate being quiet and I secretly hate being seen weak---
It is because, I also secretly cry
I also secretly,...