Every thing left a hole in me,
Every silence put a seal on me.
Silence, Solitude and shame,
in a lonely hour of night
I left myself to me in such a disdain.
If your words were meant to mean me harm,
I am ready to take down this swarm.
No matter I stay in heaven or hell,
I live to live under your spell.
This are the words, I say to myself again and again,
but you are too angry to see
that I define your pain as my pain.
A wholesome part of me wants to be with.
Be there when the things are being hard for you.
But I can't...