Driving around this morning and I couldn't help but notice the heaviness of my head. I was aware of just how unaware I was, but thinking on it now I'm unsure if I couldn't or wouldn't snap of it. I tell myself I didn't want to but want is a blur. It didn't feel connected to me, like I was somewhere in the distance, I don't want anyone to look for me though. The way home was lost time, I...