Never thought of this before
I'm not fastened, but not free either
Living life with no enthusiasm but still holding on

Finally, I can see the world and explore the world without going anywhere
A world that might not feel real in real life— here
I tried to heal my broken heart the way I could and with what I could

Do you understand?
Do you understand this piece a bit?

How do I live without anyone hearing my complaints and my broken heart?
Time is ticking and all of this is still not captured in book form
Sadness and memories are always on my mind
I have so much to say, but they're so far away

Plans for what my future will hold
Pretty lies of growing old
Spread a smile even though happiness is not a reality
It seems the memory of my past is indeed quite painful
The truth is my feelings are what make me fool

A final healing, from the damage I got
A perfect chapter about a broken heart but not too broken— accept reality
Now I'm here until I'm not here
This place is a place to pour all the clamors of my mind

How do I live without anyone hearing my complaints and my broken heart?
Time is ticking and all of this is still not captured in book form. Sadness and memories are always on my mind
I have so much to say, but they're so far away

Now I feel a little relieved, at least I won't die carrying my wounds
'Cause as soon as I'm done I'll be on my way to live in another world
And I don't want to carry the sadness that continues to settle in my chest

Those who listen to me are so far away
I think this chapter isn't just about me, maybe you too

©Uni Nindiani