not much of a philosopher as opposed to the regular talk
though there isn't a single thang that I've not dwelt over whenever it came across
searching through old memories and the thoughts of yesteryear
pondering over the choices I thought I could have made, giving a death stare
to my older self for being so naive and impractical when I could've grown myself into much more
my ego often clashes with my sanity, smacking my inner peace to the floor
I'm done being a thinker cuz instead of being an escape,itrather invites more
of those demons like I'm running some rehab of fallen angels behind the back doors
who feel as much dejected and harrassed credits the Fab four
namely the lust,anger,passion and greed which can make the sanest of the men crawl on their all fours...

though as a matter of fact I'm still dealing with my own demons
for it's apparent that despite all efforts this hell hole only deepens
and I can even sense those snakes in the grass creeping
closer to me and even though I'm terror stricken
I can barely reach out for help as all my mates have given
up on me all the while I'm terrified to state what's actually weighing heavy on my mind
cuz most think I've a habit of making it through the tough terrains of life
all on my own and maybe that's a tragedy of modern day life
we all fake being happy but deep down we all are dead inside !!




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