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Regrets
I hate to say this, but I'm envious. That could've been us if only I hold on to you tighter.

Loving one man for seven harvests is tough. I could look at all guys and still remember a piece of you.

Often times I dreamt. Of us together in one frame, smiling next to each other.

Very much, I do regret. The words I held back, tears I cried in silent, and affection I could've shown.

Every time I think of you, my heart dies a little. I'll forgive you for leaving, so forgive me for holding on.

You're my crestfallen love, always on memory. Always reappearing, but never fully touched.

Only in letters can I talked about these feelings. Cause I might seem obsessed for still waiting for you.

Under tonight's stars, I'll pray to God. To please help you find your way back in my life.