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TEARS
TEARS
BY C WYNTER

I feel a deep sadness within me, a deep sense of dread,
I feel so numb overall and so I sit here in the rain instead,
I am not proud of myself, my life just a big sad failure,
And there are so many regrets, life never did me any favors,
No matter how I fought, it always ends with a struggle,
A fight I never seem to win, faith gets me into more trouble,
I am just tired, of betrayals, of lies, of disappointments and such,
Tired of being tired of this life that takes and it's never enough,
I have become numb to a lot of things, emotions are so tricky,
Putting me in a tailspin, when they riot, I become dizzy,
Because I can't handle it, I am just a shell of myself for all these years,
I no longer cry anymore for only my heart suffers from all these tears.

© C.Wynter