Aint wrote shit
Bout nothin
In quite a bit.
Life gets so
Dramatic sometimes
That I can't
Dramatize it,
Express it
The way I need too.
And that's ok.
I can't just
Force
This shit outta my head.
I can't push it.
Im just traumatized
Enough
That sometimes I
Can't let it out.
And I also
Can't hold it in.
Another of my lifes
Catch 22's.

Right now
Im talking about it
Without really
Talking about it
Cuz its an
Ugly bag of snakes
That im not sure
If I'm ready to
Let out.

Pretty easily
Complicated in an
All naturally brewed but
Charcoal filtered
Sort of thing.

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