A monster , A slayer and an Apprentice of the devil himself
One that victimizes his preys in his presence leaving them in a barren state of mind
Deep down you can feel the dread, the emptiness, the sorrow and yet to say I am numb inside
I can't take this no more I see myself dieing yet I am living
The therapies, the consultation, the visits,the utterance and yet I feel nothing
it's like being hit by a train run over by a truck and crushed by a steam roller but I am still breathing
life take a toll on me and I feel like killing myself
overdosing on over the counter drugs
self harming myself to numb the pains that I already feel
starving myself on the brink of exertion...