If only I was able to completely open my heart
I would definitely trust your words and accept you.
If only you had come sooner and told me about your love when I needed it.
If only I was a little less proud then I would be able to fully and completely lean on you.
If only you had come sooner than you did, back then when I was completely smitten by you.
Damn, if only I was a little more trusting towards you.
If only I didn't hear about all those things I heard about you.
If only you were as clean as you want me to be.
Man, it all sounds like regret.
If only it wasn't.
Damn, if only I could freely ask you about your past and not fear that you'll be upset or uncomfortable.
If only I was a little more carefree.
If only you could make me feel a little more comfortable.

By Milicent C
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