Nothing fascinates me than thinking of writing my own suicide note
At least I'll get to pour out my heart my heart in a book and let people read it in my absence.
Reading it my absence means I won't get to see or hear any of their critics about my choice.

I often hear people saying; that life is a gift from God
but life feels like a miserable choice I have to deal with on a daily. it's hard for me to live, too hard for me to survive.

Folks do say suicide...