Don't try to understand me, you won't be able to, I can barely do it, I've been doing this for so long and I don't know what's going on, I only know that I'm afraid, and don't ask what, even I don't know.

I'll just hug, tell me you'll be here, tell me something good, about when you were little, tell me something happy, about the last time you cried with laughter, a story will also do, sing me the song that your parents sang to you, let me be in your arms, don't question me, don't worry about drying my tears, you'll get tired, just stay with me, don't pity me, don't look at me with anguish, I know it'll pass, I've already come out of this, at this moment it's the only thing I can be strong about.

What I feel inside here I would compare it to the biggest disaster in history, my soul is cracking and the seams are coming apart, I feel that someone will come for me, I don't know who, or when, or where, everything worries me, my head suffers the most similar to thousands of missiles falling at the same time, millions of intrusive thoughts wanting to speak at the same time, I'm not doing this on purpose, I'm not like this because I want to, I would also like to run away from here.

Please, just tell me something good. ....
© By...Pao